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I am a paperdoll with a pin cushion heart, but I am getting better.
Can you talk a little louder? I don't think my heart is broken enough.
Created on 2006-06-26 20:16:40 (#10537852), last updated 2008-05-14
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Basic Info| Name: | caryatidx |
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| Location: | Atlanta, Georgia, United States |
BioMy name is Kala and I am not ordinary.
I have just closed a painful chapter in my life entitled "High School", the last two years of which I spent trying to dodge every hurtful comment that was thrown at me for being the only white person at my school. It was honestly the worst time of my entire nineteen years on earth.
Now I'm here, in the sometimes-real world, and at least now I am treated like an actual person and called by my name, as opposed to just "white girl". I am so much more than just that.
"Just sitting still took so much energy. She thought of him, only of him, and it was all she could do to keep from overflowing with stories of him, with things that he told her, with how much he meant. She had so much she wanted to confess, to cry out to the whole world, but she found the words hard to locate."
"But neither are sure just how to proceed- how to turn the mysteries of what's not said into something daydreamable, something worthy of the fumblings of a kiss- though they have thought, each of them many times, of this moment, and of this last dance, this last song."
I have just closed a painful chapter in my life entitled "High School", the last two years of which I spent trying to dodge every hurtful comment that was thrown at me for being the only white person at my school. It was honestly the worst time of my entire nineteen years on earth.
Now I'm here, in the sometimes-real world, and at least now I am treated like an actual person and called by my name, as opposed to just "white girl". I am so much more than just that.
"Just sitting still took so much energy. She thought of him, only of him, and it was all she could do to keep from overflowing with stories of him, with things that he told her, with how much he meant. She had so much she wanted to confess, to cry out to the whole world, but she found the words hard to locate."
"But neither are sure just how to proceed- how to turn the mysteries of what's not said into something daydreamable, something worthy of the fumblings of a kiss- though they have thought, each of them many times, of this moment, and of this last dance, this last song."
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